Where To Begin...

I have lingered far too long as to when or how should I be starting my writings. I am always left concerned as to what special occasion is to be detailed so that I can finally freely let my thoughts out. Twenty two years have past and here I am just about to do so. The recollection of memories from all the years past is so blurred that I cannot even tell if what I can write about them is truth. I wish I have written them sooner…

I myself cannot fathom how twenty two years of living can be contained in a nut-shell and present to the world who I am today. I have lived a unique life (everyone does) and I am hopeful to live some more. If the past 22 years have molded me the way I am today, I am far too excited how much more I will become until I grave. And now I am seizing the moment: and this moment begins just me sitting quietly in my room while all my thoughts cloud above my head and manifest into what you are reading now.

I like to begin this blog by promising to myself to always carpe diem. Days of happiness and melancholiness I will equally try to find lessons from. I know that there will be days when all I want to do is curbside my soul in the midst of a ringing problem, and that would be okay; but I have to make sure to drive away from it quickly. I intend to be more loving, more adventurous, and less uneasy. Everyday will be a realization that life is worth documenting. That in itself is such a magnificent thought that I am ecstatic to pursue. 

I cannot wait to write more of my life. My current excitement is plenty.

Let me end this entry with one of my favorite lines of all time. I hope you'll find it inspiring as well. 

“For what it’s worth- it’s never too late, or in my case too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, start whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make sure the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people who have different point of view. I hope you live life you’re proud of, and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again” (The Curious Case of Benjamin Button). 

(Me in my room. June 17, 2014 8:44PM)